I thought i can put down everything.

But why you still haunt me?

Why when i wanted to move on, things that concerned about you still came to me?

Why do i have to know the whole world is spreading that we've ended?

Is these telling me that you're not gonna come back anymore?

I won't ask for you to be back anymore.. It's torturing me all these while..

Even how busy i am at work, i can't help but to hide and teared.

I'm so tired..

parent went oversea, i'm all alone in the room.

At night, all dark..and nightmare haunt me again and again.

Woke up in a fright..

Do you know how painful it is?

Writing the same words on the paper again and again, repeating the same song umpteen times.

And I still have to act nothing normally..

i touched it and i was burned. i've learnt my lesson..

Why relief is still so far away from me?

This world is too cruel for me..