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Thursday, January 12, 2012 @ 10:42 AM Hey Mr Cross, Do you think communication between a couple stand in the most?
For me partly it stand quite an important role.
You know i had this relationship where we can't communicate well.
He says this i says that. Most of the time he thinks i duns understand what he's talking about.
True enough, sometimes i duns. And yet i didn' ask.
I used to restrict myself from saying things that are on my mind.
Silly isn't it? I just duns wanna make thing worse.
but sometime he also duns feel like saying out what he feels.
So we both kept really quiet.
Silent is more torturing than quarrelling isn't it?
Till the day he told me i'm not myself anymore.
I've became more and more paranoid.
And i realised, yes i've changed.
i wasn't like this while i'm with my 1st and 2nd bf.
Why on earth have i became liddat?
Its not because i'm scared of him, It's just that i'm cherishing this r/s.
It's all because i duns want him to get hurt like his past relationship again.
But the thinking i used to have, is all wrong.
I eventually make him feel worse.
The path is too hard for him to walk.
I pressured him too much.
Now, it's time for me to get the facts.
I shouldn't be not myself anymore.
I feel tired too.
Though pain is still there, but i should live my life to the fullest now.
I've prepared for the worse situation i can get.
And i'll face it with optimistic.
Yup, We really need two hands to clap, right Mr Cross? :)
The second letter for you.
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