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Tuesday, July 12, 2011 @ 11:16 AM It's getting more and more days without you. I really can't get used to it at first cus i'm still worrying for you all that. But i told myself you'll be okay. . . You know, sometimes i feel so useless. i always let my happiness slipped away and i have no idea what to do. And i end up blaming myself and regretting. . . There's times i told myself, i'm not worth anything from you. I always do things that made you angry.. That's why you feel like escaping. And I still think that i treats you very well and all that. I was totally wrong.. . . I think this time i've really make you angry.. I used to think that you'll still forgive me like you used to. But now, i know you won't anymore.. . . Seeing how other cared for you, i think i duns have to be around anymore. I feel so bad for giving you so much pressure. I used to think that i understand your situation. But eventually, i'm not. I even ask for more. i seriously laugh at myself for it.. . . Since the day you're gone, i never think of you to be coming back again. I'll just keep reminding myself that. No matter how much i want you to be back. . . You know what i missed the most? It's your hug :) cus you have the warmest hug i ever had. I felt i'm being protected by you somehow. . . i know when times pass, i have to walk away. After this post, i'll never mention about us again. I duns think i can anymore. . . Being with you, makes me felt like i'm the most happiest girl in the world. And all this happy memories, is not gonna be erase.. imy. back to top? |
