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Saturday, May 21, 2011 @ 12:57 AM . . This few month was quite hectic for me. I have to get used of all the changes in my life. Even now, everything is still changing. I've never have a time to rest since than. earn earn earn. No money you seriously can't do anything. There's ppl who always tod I couldn't make it. That was when I turn back and say, 'watch me' . You guys are too belittled on me. You all probably dint know that i'm learning.. I'm learning to handle stress, I'm learning to be more discipline, I'm learning to know what's right or wrong to do, I'm learning for not relying on anyone. I have to know that everything can be so cruel, being weak and hide is not a solution. Nobody is there to care and pamper you. Nobody will always be there for you and help you. that's what I felt for all this while. Ppl gossip about me, ppl dislike my attitude, ppl think I ain't serious at all, ppl think I'm fucking stupid, ppl think I'm useless, ppl think bad about me. Do I look like I care about a bloody damn thing about it?! I'm not gonna hide in my bed and cry. I duns need others to pity me. I'm not that pitiful. Sometimes Things no need to say out, I can see it crystal clear. I know it myself and that's it. I know what I'm doing and I've done trying. Being perseverance and endure is not stupid at all. At least I won't regret what I've done till the end. Anyhow, think that will be a part of it I will say for now ba. Gonna go sleep le. Paiseh if it's bit harsh uh. Just wanna vent something out lah XP back to top? |
