Wednesday, October 6, 2010 @ 5:10 PM|
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Wednesday, October 6, 2010 @ 5:10 PM today is our one and a half year anniversary. but he is so busy at camp.. i tod i could meet him today.. well, nvm than. anyway, i've made something for him =) hope he will like it.. everyone is telling me to wake up, everyone is pulling me up. they may be right sometimes. but i still choose to ignore them. i still wanna go for what i feel.. i can be really silly..but im fighting for my own happiness.. i choose to fall hard.cus i wanna know how pain it is. and yes, i knew it.but this is not all. ya, its really sad how he pushed me away. but i endure..and this is not stupid.is, i rather be cruel to myself.. i told myself, how hard i also go through liao. imagine when you were just 14year old and you are with this guy for 2years. he is a control freak and at last he two timed you? and no one is there to help you? that is a precious lesson i've learned. and this is all nothing.. i'll just let him push..or perhaps he's the one who leave.. i know i cant do anything for him and he doesn't want anyone to help too.. i feel so useless being her gf sometimes.. seeing him telling me all those hurtful words. i think i deserve it.. i duns blame him for being straight to me.. cus i think this is all my retribution. back to top? |
