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Sunday, August 29, 2010 @ 1:08 PM its been 7days already..7days of him ignoring me..how great if i can be like him, act as nothing happen.But i know i cant.i cant treat as nothing happen.cus i cherished this relationship, More than him.He can be happy all he wants, i cant care much anymore.i've prepared for the worse.i really cant stop what he want to do.Maybe im a burden to him.i dunno.i feel so numb already..even if somebody stab me with a knife, i cant feel the pain anymore.that was the last time i felt the real pain in my heart.And no more, it turns numb.Sometimes i feel its a retribution.i've done so many bad things.Maybe god wants to punish me.Makes me feel how hurt others feel that have been made by me.if its so, i shall thanks god so much.but please punish me in one shot.duns stop and continue stop and continue.its torturing. i have never laugh till there's no tml for a long time already.Yesterday was really happy.Though nothing much, but all this is enough.i know once i lose out a thing, i will gain more.i know im not alone.when im sad, others are more sad than me.why can't i be optimistic? i know there is alot of ppl around me, always ready to be there for me.Thinking back, though its really quite pitiful, i never regret doing so much things for him.In fact, i will erase all the bad memories and leave all the great memories in my mind.memories are always good, isn't it? i can be like a silly ppl laughing and smiling out of no where.but who care, as long as it makes me happy. 感谢那是你，牵过我的手．
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