imma precious'love

After the last post that i've posted, we quarreled again..this is the first time he uses vulgar in front of me..and the 2nd time that i've spoiled his mood.my tears roll down immediately when i sees that..that pain is back again..its so real aching on my heart..Yes, things CAN be avoidable..but i choose not to.i know what i dislike doesn't mean you must dislike.but could you more or less cares about what i will feel..words from you is really hurtful..im your gf, not your friends..its way too different from your friend..i know im sensitive somehow..if i were to talk to a guy u duns like until so good, you really will treat as nothing happen mehs..when you really love that person, u will at least feel something's wrong somehow right..i trust you.that's why i wanted to clarify things out.but you get agitated so fast.i still wish to go with you in order to take care of you.but well, nvm..i've thought about it the whole day already.Ya, its just a friend..its me being too paranoid..i shouldn't even find fought in the first place and make things worst...liddat you wont say vulgarities.liddat i wont spoiled your mood..liddat i would not know every hurtful words that you've said and wont feel that pain again..its all me.im sorry that i've spoiled your mood when your birthday is coming..im actually no good at all..i know duns fan you duns contact you is the best way for you to cool down..So yea, do enjoy yourself for your upcoming birthday alright.i wont be spoiling it again..