imma precious'love

look! it's scotty and me! ^^~

another week of school again.
im glad all the important projects are done =))
now i only have to concentrate on my CA.
its starting this two weeks.
hope i can do well for this term although my attendance is poor ^^
i wanna prove to my adviser that im not that so call "ah lian" and i have that passion to achieve the best.

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"if you've chosen this path to go, you know very well you will have a tough life to go."
yes, i know.
i've heard until i duns wanna hear already.
everyone's been telling me that.
but im not afraid of tough life.
its just that, im afraid i will get nothing in the end.
there are many times i wanna give up
but i know i cant put down.
there are times i told myself i cant be bordered.
but i still care.
i used to be pampered, to show temper when ever i like.
and i reject whatever i duns like.
i just duns care how they feel.
they love me more than i love them.
and they still endure with my attitude.
but all this are past tense.
am i getting my retribution?
i think so..
god still want to see how long my stubbornness can hold.
and if im not wrong, i've violated 3 promises to god..
oh well...

as i expected, its just temporary..
i knew it.
perhaps those little conflict made it.
losing confidence and losing those passion.
but im glad there is still a little sparks =))

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"i just wanna say, im happy to be there beside you and i always will do.."