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Saturday, February 28, 2009 @ 11:26 AM it has been a week.somehow or rather i've been waiting for a week. i tod im de strongest, i tod i can be heartless again. but dis, dis holds mii down, way down till i suffocate. i wanted tuh shout for help and ppl wan tuh help mii. yet i ignored them, thinking dat i can hold myself up. but i fall, again and again. i hate dat feelings, how i wish i can jus throw it away whenever i wan tuh. i duns believe in karma, or rather, i believe in retribution. but i will never ever regret things dat i do. never. back to top? |
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Friday, February 27, 2009 @ 10:57 PM
oohhh~im indeed so craving for it now.. kinder bueno white. white chocolate covered wafer with hazelnut filling~mmmmm... oh no, i should not be indulging with dis chocolate. ahhh!!!get away from mii~ DOTS. was playing with moii tarot card ytd.. kinda strange or i will say, wow, so zhun uh getting different cards but same meanings.. i swear i did not think of any question when shuffle de deck of cards as i used to let de card decide an issue for mii. and dis iish wad i get. "XXI.The World~look at both sides of every situation and surround yourself with those who truly love you.Refuse to get shaken when others try to undermine your confidence in your strengths and abilities.Rewards and paybacks are just around the corner.Don't give up anything for anyone." oh! "X of cups~Tender words and sympathy bring the best results.Speak from your heart.A sudden flirtation or affair is likely.Food and drink become more appealing now, so try not to overdo it.Leave the answering machine on and let someone else answer the door." oo..kay "VII of pentacles~Have you been jumping the gun lately?Patience and hard work bring success.Try listen to others and postpone decisions until you're informed.You hate to be broke(of cos lah), but don't over burden yourself to make ends meet." moii god! "Ace of sword~(reversed card)Things are out of balance.Practice patience and perseverance.This is time for some solo work.In your dealings with others, don't distort the facts." ermm.. "VI of cups~Your personal magnetism is on the rise.Be firm in affairs of the heart.Don't let the past detract fron the present.This is an excellent time for a new love affair, renew vows, or relocate" really not?? "IV of Wands~(Reversed card)Try to appreciate what you have; don't let envy into your life.Errors in judgement are likely when emotions cloud reason.Do you really think someone is taking advantage of you?Think about it." last card, and it makes mii hesitated.somehow, it really know what's troubling mii currently. see see see, different card but bout the same meaning, moii god. and, i really think too much for the past few days. how silly of mii. the more i dwell on it, the more negative the impact i'll get. aHaa! back to top? |
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@ 6:15 PM was happy cus today iish friday!! finally a week will be over soon. was late for common test today. thanks mrs lau for asking gary tuh 'boom' mii up uh. moii god!!i tod i will wake up early! and i have been refer tuh principal office ytd.was it ytd?? aniiway, she wans tuh see moii mum on nxt tuesday. i knew it! "glenda, eu've not been attending school for 12days and have been late for 14days in term 1, TERM 1 only eu liddat!!" wow.... oh well, aspected. back to top? |
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Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 8:21 PM i started tuh feel de emptiness from u.. come on, its obvious liao lah.im not ahHai okaii. somehow i know u cared..but i duns feel de way i used tuh feel from u aniimore asked for more iish not selfish rite, but duns ask for so much lah. ppl tend tuh asked for more without noticing it de mahs.. and u alway likes tuh find excuses, iish jus i duns wanna say. say le got use mahs..u wont do aniithing cus u're not who tuh mii, and im not who tuh u ahhh!!dunno lah.waii should i stress moiiself when i duns hab tuh! im so sick tuh think of aniithing now lah. back to top? |
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Monday, February 23, 2009 @ 6:07 PM somehow, i duns feel sho down aniimore.. i can laughed and i can totally 4get bout him. moii heart tells mii if he's worth for mii, he'll prove tuh mii personally.. if not, leave please. school was boring today.. guess wad, i went tuh remedial today.like finally uh. diao luh, eu all really think i duns wanna study aniimore uh. nonono, stopped dis thinking man.. and know wad, i told moiiself im going tuh school dis whole weeks without late. of cos not onii dis week lah, jus setting a target for moiiself first common test will start on dis friday, shall see how well moii results are:p we shall strive for our best okaii, hunniie? was having severe gastric and stomach ache dis few days.. i've been eating quite loads and i have no idea why it still occured. and now moii gastric iish calling again... shall update 2molo den.=(( back to top? |
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Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 9:59 PM 我痛得快死了, 却无法把你忘了 能不能不爱了, 爱情它太痛了 我痛得快死了, 却无法把爱割舍 ...我不能睡... 我不能够不能够不爱了 back to top? |
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@ 8:47 PM was a horrible dae ytd.. everyone seems tuh be sho busy with their loves one.. but, thanks tuh hunniie and lekkang for coming down tuh miit mii. i had a quarreled with moii ex ytd..which, really makes moii dae down loads. maybe i should not contact eu in de 1st place, which i jus wanna know bout de bill things onii. 'and eu are still de same.eu asked too much, way too much..' waii, waii things hab tuh happened in dis way.waii cant we tok nicely.. maybe we're too stubborn, too hot temple. happy memories still kept in moii mind, but not in moii heart no more... i dint see him for bout 2 days le.. and things doesn't seems tuh go smoothly dis 2 days. he makes mii confused, which i dunno how tuh explain. im not sad, it onii makes mii paranoid sometimes. 'things dat we've met, we've touched, we've seen, we've been has been appearing out of no where everytime when i told moiiself not tuh think of eu.' thanks joanne, for de big treat.thanks joanne, for k-ing wit mii till dawn even though eu hab tuh work in a few hours time later. im glad i wont hab tuh struggle tuh slp as im too tired. an hour after i woke up, yiwei called and de conversation really enlighted mii loads. things dat she said makes mii realised actually, i've been doing de wrong things all along. and im gonna stop.not stop immediately, but slowly. know waii, cus i told moiiself dat, a person who makes mii love him iish actually a person who loves mii more den i love him. back to top? |
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Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 2:43 PM happiness was always de 1 who leave sho fast, and sorrow was always de 1 who likes tuh stay ard.. i jus hate dat feelings..de feelings dat eu neglected mii, de feelings dat eu doesn't seems tuh border bout aniithing, de feelings dat its hard tuh read wad's in ur mind, de feeling eu said"kkz luh, bye bye" i kept in moii heart.i said i duns wanna gib eu anii pressure.. i said i'll gib eu time, and i've decided..2month iish all im gonna gib eu..its neither short nor long. eu noe waii, cus im de 1 who iish suffering, im de 1 who iish being hurt, not eu. i duns wan others tuh sae im stupid..i wanna prove them wrong eu know, thanks tuh eu i've came across and realised alot of things ytd. things dat can make mii change moii mind within 1nite. but i told moiiself im gonna gib eu a chance, in order tuh gib mii a chance. and after 2month, if eu not gonna tell mii wad's ur decision, i shall leave... i'll nvr regret being single. i'll nvr regret contacted back with eu. and i'll nvr regret de decision i made. back to top? |
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 2:50 PM went for training ytd..and ended late ard 11plus.. moii manager sae i can hit tuh marketing executive within dis week. walao, possible mehs.i think, its possible uh.haas. ytd we suddenly had a tok on an issues he told mii quite a few of his thing.. somehow, i dunno whether its a good news tuh mii or a warning sign tuh mii. and i noe i should not put aniimore pressure on him already. back to top? |
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@ 12:57 PM let's make 14'o2'2oo9 de happiest moment of de o9s man. though not much ppl attend tuh moii 'party', im still satisfied. i duns lyk tuh ask for more as ppl duns lyk tuh be asked for more, logical enough?. somehow, i received surprises everywhere. and i wanna thanks whole loads of eu=) thanks joe, for surprising mii with de 1st bouquet of flowers i've ever received=)) thanks qi, gen and xiaohong for buying hello kitty for mii, i noe its expensive=) thanks yiwei and ur gf for buying mii a pair of lovely earring even though ur hands are 'tight' during dat period of times, or maybe now=) thanks cherie and cherylCHAN for surprising mii wit de renoma wallet after for SO long.and, i appreciated it.love eu 2!!=)) thanks hunniie and lekkang for coming down even though something really bad has happened on dat day tuh hunniie's relative, and i jus realised it today.. thanks pricillia for coming down tuh moii 'party', i noe eu"re tired after sho much thing had happened tuh eu=)) thanks tuh moii dearest brother for buying camera for mii, im shocked=)) thanks baobei for making mii still unbelievable now dat eu will actually came down tuh cine from zouk and brought mii for a movie in de middle of de nite=)) thanks for de biggest SURPRISE birthday cake i've ever had!! thanks for singing 祝我生日快乐 wit mii!!! i love eu all!! hey, im strong, im not going tuh cry okaii.haas=)) back to top? |
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Friday, February 13, 2009 @ 4:44 PM missed him suddenly..he probably slping now ba..lyk a pig!!he can really slp luh! "i heard dis song and suddenly reminds mii of our bet..lols..it seems there's some link uh right, baobei?duns slp le lah!wake up, wake up, WAKE UP!! im going tuh throw rocks at eu liao uh! whheeeeewwwww, BAMB!!! walao, still can slp! lata eu die!!" well... im lamed.. back to top? |
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Thursday, February 5, 2009 @ 4:41 PM eu duns hab tuh noe who issit. i hab a better choice now.. whoever it iish, its mii who made moii own decision. i'll bear for anii consequences on moii own. back to top? |
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Tuesday, February 3, 2009 @ 12:22 AM eu jus duns wanna find out b4 eu tok. and sent mii all de thing. fine, i dunno how tuh think.i made stupid excuses, even JC student think liddat. do eu reallii wan mii tuh sae out de truth den eu will give up? yes, we hab happy times b4.i agreed wit dat. but sometimes duns eu think eu are too over? i confess i gib eu attitude sometimes, i oso got apologised tuh eu. yes, its suddenly..and i've been thinking bout it alot, on whether wanna make dis decision not. i've been keeping all those unhappy thing for 2years.and i duns wanna sae out.cus i noe sae le oso no use. and dat dae i finally let out moii decision.and let out all de things dat i kept for 2years. eu lyk tuh tell others bout moii stupid excuses, go ahead. and lastly, de guy dat i mentioned in de last post iish not en ting lah.waii oOwaes hab tuh be him. and i hab moii own choices now.dats all im gonna sae. i think moii sis has told eu wad should be told. i jus wanna end dis. dint went tuh sku 2dae. i overslept..haas. woke up ard 2plus and saw his msg.. we chatted awhile and i went tuh miit deardear and jianfa.. we ate at enter and went tuh play drum. i finally cleared destiny lover!!! moii god, its lyk finally.. dats all im gonna say. im sho tired now! tata=) back to top? |
