imma precious'love

hi peeps, im back~
and my blog looked so dead..
well, lots of things happened within this few days..
and it's either happy or, not happy.duh
and im going to upload pictures too!
(not all cus there's some problem on my phone) diao!!

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well, my H2 life is gone.and im glad!
beloved(s) seems to be busy with their own life now.
cherie started to work.
hunniie is on her honeymoon mood, and maybe will took very long..
qi and vincent too, have their own things to do and wont company me that often.
celine started to go school le, happy for her.
and bee is working too.

i should start my own life too.
work work work.
play play play.
was out deardear,nel and howard they all sometimes.
it's fun hanging out with them.
it reminds me of how i used to be with my beloved(s)
and dbl o last thursday with nel and deardear.
dancing can really make my day^^

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in case u can't see, there's me, nel, howard, celine, belinda and lim in there^^

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i have something to announce..
im back with him le!^^
yes yes yes, duns hesitate.it's him!

we've sought things out and yea, we're back tgt!
do u know, everytime when im really going to give up on u
u pop out.
it's the 2nd times u pop out when i was going to give up.
maybe it's bit silly of me doing so much things for you when i duns even know what you're thinking.
but isn't love is blind?!
when u love him, u'll definately do aniithing for him without even think about it.
no pain no gain.this is what i told myself.
i know everything i do for you, u can feel it.
this is what our conversation goes one fine day..

me-> "baobei, if one day you're going to hurt me again, pls hurt me in one shot.
cus you'll never know that feelings i've been through.
i understand your situation.probably cus im too scared.
evertime when i felt happiness, bad thing will come real soon.
i really love you, and is alot..i also dunno why.
but i'll let u go if u insist."

him-> "sorry"

me-> "im totally numb already..i've already prepared for the worse.
too much sry i've heard from u le..i really dint and wont blame you for aniithing."

him-> "i dunno what to say..but im getting used to being with you le.
and i really felt happy when im with you..
i wun say sry anymore but i will starts saying i love you..
love you baobei.. :-)"

yup, one fine day..
and life's been alot better now..