imma precious'love

how i wish i could spent more times with baobei.
to hug him, to kiss him and to pamper him everytime.

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he used to hurt mii once
or rather, i used to did silly thing once.
2 years, and its either long or short.
we live on our own.
we pretend not knowing each other.
still, days with u are still roaming in my head back than.
yet i told myself, 'i shouldnt even think about it.'
but these day came by, i saw u online and i decided to talk to u.

me:hi, how are u(and i tod u wont bother to reply)
k:who u?(and im shocked)
me:glenda lah(laughing)
k:lolz.fine, u?
me:im fine too.

and we continued our conversation.
we managed to talk things out on what im eager to know since 2years back.
and he did told me all..
3months later, we met and things started to go kinda strange.
we're neither friends nor a couple.
i dunno what he's thinking and it makes mii so confused.
i duns wanna let myself hurt aniimore.
but, i love him.
and these situation hold up to 2months.
2months of fear and paranoid.
and yet i endure with it, i choose to persevere.
cus i told myself, he'll love mii..

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yup, my wish did came true.
on the 6th of April, we're back.
after sooooo long.
and i know, all that i did for him, is worth.
now, having him as a part of my life makes me feel sooo fortunate
and is way MORE fortunate than those lifeless freak.
tsk tsk tsk, im SO XINFU!!!