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i finally turn tuh him, telling him wad i felt actually.. strangely, i tend tuh 4got wad i wan tuh say when i looked into his eye while confront tuh him. somehow or somewad, i still can manage tuh say de main point out lah. and, it turned out tuh be really really awkward. gosh, i jus hate dat situation! . . friend once told mii, "decision lie on u, iish u who choose tuh suffer, he oso dint use knife tuh theatened u wad.but de prob iish, u're holding a knife now, pointed urself.wad's de point?u deserve tuh be love." and yup, he's just not dat in tuh mii . . u hesitated when i asked how impt am i tuh u in ur heart. maybe we've made a great choice. i won't suffer aniimore and u won't have much pressure no more i really duns wanna end it, i duns wanna face it. yet i told moiiself, wad's de point of saying 'i love u' when i could only hold u in person but not de whole of ur heart. im selfish, gals are selfish, and so do GUYS but im selfish in a way dat, i jus wan ur eye tuh focus on mii, jus mii only.. . well, somehow or rather, im not dat sad. when tears starts tuh linger around moii eye i will tell moiiself, im gonna be strong;p . . u smother mii wit de last kiss of urs on moii cheek when u depart and asked mii not tuh be late for school later jus when de lift closed. how cute of u=)) back to top? |